31st july

what does this day mean to you?? just another month ending?? or the beginning of another month is not far away...

it s a friday for this date in year 2009....this year which i turn 19, which i am goin to start my first and foremost degree course in uni....which means that it s a year which i really turn into a uni student...yea...this is how time passes us without prior notice eh..

i can still remember the hard time our family are goin thru last year september and this year march....few tiresome weeks for us....and troublesome, lost one..

i stopped one of my jobs at the end of february....then after that, problems started to come from her....she is such a naughty one, or maybe this is because of her old age....but i never treated her as an old kid....she is such a blessing for me after i got my license..mummy allowed me on her fully(ermmm...about that)......she has been at my side since then...without disappointing me until this march when she finally got sick....am i the cause that make u sick...totally sorry if i scolded you anything for that reason....i know you always try your best, never wanna to break down like that....

but yesterday...31st july....something we did has decided your fate and the rest of your life.....sorry if we cant keep you anymore, we do want you sooooo much...it was a hard decision which we postponed since march.....but yesterday...you had been so nice even though when we were trapped in the two-hours jam...really really nice..

so sorry and sorry is what i could say now....

will take good care of you for the rest of the one month period...dont wanna tired you much...

always luv u!
thank you!

tears just drop....for her, for our relationship