raining...

it s raining whole day long

yea...rain and flush all the h1n1 virus...go go away all the haze or mist whatever...

rain rain rain
pls dont make me feel sad

oLD and New..

things will surely get old when we have used it for long long time...so then is the time when new things replace the old things...

but how could we ignore the conveniences they had brought us, how could we forget the things that they have helped us with and the numerous troubles they solved for us...

feel so bad when we are looking for better and newer stuff to take the place of the old one....especially those that can be traded for new stuff, we keep searching for second-hand goods buyer to get a higher and higher price....how will they feel when they were being treated like this by us...human beings..

yea..we created them for our own conveniences....but does it mean it is correct to dump them when they are not working to our expectations anymore??is it......??

but what choices do we have?? always keep the old things and afford the high-cost maintenance fees.......i would say some can but most of us cant.....
but if i m afford to do that...i m willing to....however a person like me may soon feel bored and tired.....

what can i say....this is how life works...new one replace the old one
this is same as the law fo nature....people dies..but new lives are born to continue the spirit and role of the existing one....

31st july

what does this day mean to you?? just another month ending?? or the beginning of another month is not far away...

it s a friday for this date in year 2009....this year which i turn 19, which i am goin to start my first and foremost degree course in uni....which means that it s a year which i really turn into a uni student...yea...this is how time passes us without prior notice eh..

i can still remember the hard time our family are goin thru last year september and this year march....few tiresome weeks for us....and troublesome, lost one..

i stopped one of my jobs at the end of february....then after that, problems started to come from her....she is such a naughty one, or maybe this is because of her old age....but i never treated her as an old kid....she is such a blessing for me after i got my license..mummy allowed me on her fully(ermmm...about that)......she has been at my side since then...without disappointing me until this march when she finally got sick....am i the cause that make u sick...totally sorry if i scolded you anything for that reason....i know you always try your best, never wanna to break down like that....

but yesterday...31st july....something we did has decided your fate and the rest of your life.....sorry if we cant keep you anymore, we do want you sooooo much...it was a hard decision which we postponed since march.....but yesterday...you had been so nice even though when we were trapped in the two-hours jam...really really nice..

so sorry and sorry is what i could say now....

will take good care of you for the rest of the one month period...dont wanna tired you much...

always luv u!
thank you!

tears just drop....for her, for our relationship

hair-cut before scHOOl starts again...

it was about few days ago, i had a hair-cut and keep asking that saloon guy to have my hair shorter, shorter and shorter cause he was like reluctant to cut a lot for one time, haha, maybe this is how businessman thinks....wanna me to keep coming back again.....*money, money come*

AND i thought that my hair did not change much after that 'quite expensive hair-cut' which cost me 18 bucks (this is quite exp in bm area dy!!!!), but after my shower....oh my...i felt that it was like quite quite short...hehe, ermmm......was like cant tie my hair now...cause if i tie, strands of hair will fell down............errrr...i dont like that...and mummy will say that i m untidy..

i still remember i straightened my hair on mothers' day...which is about mid-may, after months and months being persuaded by the saloon punya 'tauke-niang' which is that guy's wifey...hehe...cause i finally cant stand with da messy look again, which makes people to think that i never comb my hair...what to do, this is what will happen when ur hair is growing and touching shoulder........

okay, so after the price is being discussed....hehe..and lots of 'tawar menawar'...we came to a conclusion at 150 bucks......so, let's do it....
then, i wanna cry at that moment, cause it took me more than four hours....lots of applying cream and steam and apply cream and wash and etc etc etc....

and the last procedure took me the longest time....which then i started to fall asleep...but couldnt cause the saloon's assistant used one big, flat clip which gives out heat to clip my hair as i called it a final touch-up....and it was like quite hot especially that my hair is quite thick, so he needed to clip my hair a little at a time......so i 'ouch' here and there....and he is concerned about that, so he himself blew air into my hair........and i could feel it around my ear and the back of my head.....ermmm...quite 'geli' i would say.......and most probably he is the guy who has ever at the closest distance from me......coz at sometimes..i could feel his breath.....(silly silly silly again..)

p/s: pals, dont say that my hair never grow okay....when u see me again...coz it was like two to three inches of hair...

part of ma' resolution

for the coming new semester of my studies....
me gonna be serious and really serious....hope i can do that**
will accept and face whatever problems that comes to me.......if plan A cant work, there is always plan B......so i guess there is no unsolvable stuff
will not go for something purposely.....for some situations**
treat everything as equally important.......so that there is nothing which is in priority or number one.....fair and square

one last thing for now.... study, study and study......and complete my work on time without scars..

till then..

pasta-maniac..

EVER "wonder why rich people like to buy small food......???
this is why they are rich!!!!!"
[dan and vanessa]

HAHA...so i try to cook small food too...and this....tadaaa







with carrot(mostly), tuna, onion........and banana and orange for after meal!!

am suddenly in love with this song and particularly the singer...