i m happy

I am happy!! This is my shout out for msn recently, ummmm….just last week I think, then there were loads and loads of people asking why am I happy and including those that happy for I m happy!!!! Heheeeeeee……I am happy and I wanna to be happy!!!!!!!heheeeeee

Happy without a reason…….

Happy because I feel in that way

Happy because rey gave me some really cool and awesome music

Happy while indulging in those songs and remembering those good o’ days

Happy that I was in the debate

Happy that faisal agree with us**hehe

Happy that rey support me!!!! And comfort me too……..

But behind all those happiness, there are tons and tons of assignment, presentation, forum, not forgetting notes to study crushing on me…..please, it s goin to be Chinese new year, can we have a proper break, but deep down in my heart, I knew the answer, we knew the answer…….lets just hope for the best for what we can do………* suddenly playing in my mind—lets just fall in love again by Jason Castro….heheeee

I just wanna some fresh air to breathe

I wanna go running

I wanna go search for spaces and freedom

Lets get started peps….are we??

01.02.2010

it s an enantiomer/ mirror image........0102.2010, hehe, what date huh....

two more weeks to chinese new year and we are getting one whole week of holiday!!!! woohoo, it is like a term break, but by the end of it, i will be soooo reluctant to come back to the study, study and study again..........again my holiday mode is turned on super early, but today is a hectic day, first with anatomy with so many stuff to study and then the 6-paged microbio assignment, walau.....they think we are ironman issit?? we are not that tough, and we are still kids, we need playtime and lotsa rest..........uhuhuh.....sobsssssss

this few weekends were equally busy for me too, first with all the makan-ing, shopping, cleaning house.......altogether about the up-coming new year.....anticipate it??uh ah...not so lo......ummmm.....
yesterday (sunday) when i was driving back to campus, i was so tired and sleepy, and my mum beside me had practically slept off leaving me alone driving.....kesian**, and for a moment (the duration which i not very sure) i was driving up 160 or 170km/h........i was just keep stepping on the accelerator, and just suddenly, something just woke me up, and realising that, i quickly reduced down the speed, just thank god i didnt really sleep off........and another incident, when i m on the way to the last traffic light before turning in the bridge from south toll, there were very serious and big open burning, those people were so bad, they were burning the paddy field and i would say clouds and clouds of white smoke was 'flying' to the road, and one small part of the road when i drove past it, totally cant see anything AT ALL.......i mean i just see white smoke, i m like in a room with smoke that cannot even see the thing right in front of you.....so dangerous man......do they realise that, what i could do was braked to the fullest and the car just shaked.....but after all, i find that i shouldnt do that, coz the car behind me couldnt see me too....we are in the same situation........should just slow down and go....lucky!!!! the car behind me was at a distance from me......phew, thank god man.....

there were so many incidence in sp road, especially the short-distance of road before reaching aimst where everyone will speed and break the traffic light due to it is a quiet road........but watch out....yup, it is true that few people use it, but animals do......once my friend hit one cow and the front part of the car became dented, the cow practically can still walked and act like nothing happen....woah, salute!!!! and just after ca 2, my bro fetched me back to campus in the morning about nine, when he was going back, he hit a monkey!!!!! lucky, no one hurts, not even the car......hehe...........so beware of road!!!!!!

january review.......

i know january is the first month of the year and we have 1st Jan which is our new year day to celebrate............do we feel thankful, appreciation, or relieved that one year has passed and we are still alive still here breathing the cold air of the earth?? it s kinda a mix of feelings but this year it took away the '1' in my life, now i shall be addressed with something starting with '2', i would not say time flies at a tremendous speed, or maybe it is us, ourselves who ara changing and growing from the old self ta every moment, well, what else can i say, life oh life..........

it is always a good thing to just stop our routine life for a while, take a rest and being isolated from the huzzle and buzzle of daily life.........woah, just peace and nothing more!!!!! but when i was immersed in this kind of situation, my mind dont lemme return to the reality that is always hectic and busy, wanted to, but scared and not confident in being able to control my own self..........obstacles??

january is a mix of exam and holidays and in that i meant public holidays only, arggghhhh, always feel so reluctant to come back to the usual class........my mindset is lazy and malas, haha, still used to that seven to eight months holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well, ya exam, done with the ca 2 and then malaysian studies and entrepreneurship finals.......ermmm, practically we are having exam for the whole months or it can be thought so lahhh, so envious of some people who are having exam for one week only and it comes with one-week term break.......whereas, we are still stucked with piles of notes and the feeling of afraid that we may fail the exam coz of not knowing what to study and what is practically about the subjects.....phew, but just praised god that the tips we were given are really accurate and i guessed that we managed to score the paper.......coz another six-months of ms class is surely not the option i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

movies!!!!! there are lotsa of new and nice movies coming out in january, still havent watch the princess and the frog, the legion, old dogs, tooth fairy................etc etc etc and avatar 3d, is it so nice????

a bit lost for this up-coming ca 3.........ermmmm, why is it?? ohh yahh, there is a prom coming by batch 14 at the end of march.....anyone goin??

~Why Christmas is not Xmas?~ -Christmas Concert 2009

Finally finish all the classes for term one year one……woah, time really flies huh and flies like a stealth, coz it is really fast and at a tremendous speed!!!!!!!!!!!! Same like last year, we had Christmas party again for this year, which fortunately in the last week of my class, but the sad case is that why I always have to study during christmas??????wHHHHHHyyyyyyy????? and new year too!!!!!!!!!!but I really had lotsa fun in the party and I was in choir this year, hope that next year I will have more time and join other team like drama or dance…..heeeheee, for medic student….time?????bahahahahahah……we had practice for few times and the nite before the geek which is on the 16th dec in blm clubhouse, we have a rehearsal, preparing for the thing is fun, and everything else is fun too!!!!!!!!yeah!!!!!!!!! a lot of people came that nite, including inder too of course!!!!! Danesh, unexpectedly, loi, and few of my classmate only coz maybe a lot went back for study break dy…..ohhhhhh, how I wish more people will come from our batch so that they can enjoy and get his words and meaning!!!!

And the Tuesday after class, sze jing was very nice and brought us out for good food!!!! We went bites and had our lunch, while watching some movie and everyone was then started talking about movie……hahahaha, yupp, although busy studying, there is always time for my drama series….wakakaka….cant live without them!!!!! Then, we went tesco coz she need to buy stuff and grocery for home and we all can buy food again to “da pau” for dinner, hehe, really cant stand aimst jaya catering food huh!!!!! And later at nite, me went out to gcc for rehearsal again, wowo, really a busy day lol…….and in the other way, got no mood to study lo….haha……..

Till then, really hav to study lo, or else then will get “egg” for results!!!!!........XD

merry ChristMas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

little update about today=)

it s thursday now!!!! it means we have only two hours class since sociology has finally finish and done!!!! woohoo, no more sociology but sad to say there is still epi....what a subject is that...haha..

today i actually touch and feel the cadaver....i mean really feeling it with my bare hands....hehe, are you thinking that is disgusting, ewwwww, dirty and dono what to say.....haha, that s right, i some more ask for gloves and forceps from the pak cik who did pull me to the door to read some 'notice'....but he said we need to do on our naked hands, i was thinking that he was joking again, but this time no lol...ermm...so let's do it....woah, the lower limb was not bad, the muscles are big and fleshy, hehe, i describe them as meat especially the semitendinosus and semimembranosus and biceps, they looked so round and big, okay, so what s the sensation or feeling of touching the muscles of cadaver, ummmm.....they are cold and soft, because the room is quite cold, how do i say it?? a bit like sponge......and the nerve and blood vessels look like the sotong bite that we used to eat when we were small, but i m still eating now**hehe, because they are dry and crooked.....is it a good or bad experience??

went swimming with sharon in the evening....have been goin since few weeks ago continuously, after we change and bathe and just step out of the changing room.....what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rain just suddenly pouring down and getting heavier.....wahaha, see this is the kind of weather we have in sp, it just change suddenly and i mean suddenly!!!!so we waited inside the changing room again, wet and cold.....so i pray la....and nearing six, it really stops.....hehe...thanks god..didnt swim much today, got kacau eric and faisal a bit, and eric was doin some new swimming styles that look like ducky....hehe and funny, and eric can really do it fast, fai just need more round will do....heehee, and jo promising me next week she will go with me..yoohoo.....anticipating christmass gig now and holiday!!!

haji break

OOOOooohhh, finally gotta watch 'new moon' in theatre, but i waited like one and a half hour in front of the counter because of some server down or what.....gosh, that one and a half hour is wasted but in a way was good that i will have no time to shop and spend more money in clothes^^......so there were few times when i wanna give up but mummy just insisted that we should just wait and see, yea.....thanks to that determination and not-easily-say-no spirit, we got our tickets for new moon and the christmas carol too!!!!yipee, gotta watch two movies today!!!!

new moon was about two hours plus, i was so anticipating for edward cullen, but things just dont turn out like that, in fact, i like jacob more now......heehee, kinda cute he is now no matter with long or short hairs, but for someone who didnt watch twilight saga part one, i can be quite sure that he will say this one is boring, coz this is what i heard when coming out from the theatre, oooo.....too bad, but for me, it s just okay ny.....and christmas carol, we missed the first one hour of the show,ooooohhhhh....we had mistaken for the movie time....in the end, i just managed to catch the last 35 minutes of the show....ohhhh so sad......the characters are cute in a way, but gone lahhh my one hour of movie.....haha, so careless right??

well.....this is all about today and eid mubarak to my muslim friends=)

week of 16th nov

I had a very free week and an exam which was the last test for ca 1….woohoo, it was entrepreneur, wow, what a ‘special’ exam which is one of the one ny….hehe, we can sit side by side and the lecturer practically left the hall for a while to get more copies of the test paper photo stated and invigilated the group of students of 300 himself….wow, a big number rite…..that s why I am writing down this….haha…what a different kind of exam….

Other than that, I had ADH on Monday afternoon, and the rest of the week, we had classes only in the morning, and two hours only for Thursday and Friday, wow, wth…..just 8 to 10 classes….so we went out for dinner at leboss and played cards……haha….bullshit, one new game I just learnt…

Finally Friday, mummy came to fetch me and we went sunway to watch 2012….what a great movie it is, and something like ‘the day after tomorrow’ which was from the same director, and I like both!!!!!! There are ships that fetch certain people to survive from the disaster such as those professionals, talented and those politicians whom they think are important to rebuild the world during 0001……woah, rich people afford to buy tickets for themselves for 1 billion euro…..so what about those incapable of getting one, like me………..?? not only human beings, those animal species which are specially chosen are taken too…..so maybe panda or doggie can go onboard but maybe not a common person like me ya???

So lucky rite!!!!! I wonder, when I am facing this kind of situation, I will be like Jackson (in the movie) or Satnam?? Striving for your survival chances or just face the fate bravely???

Today, Sunday, it was supposed to be a happy day, went for one birthday party of my fourth grand-uncle and grand-aunt, received lots of free gifts and ang-pau too!!!! However, when I came back hostel, I was shocked to find that both my roommates moved out dy in the afternoon….haiz…..now I am alone in the room, and only three of us in the whole house who are one in each room…..feel so quiet now….can I adapt to this?? Or is it better for my study, think about it, when I am gonna move by third year, I will be taking one room myself too…..so…but I shall say ‘be strong, c’ to myself , whatever there is still one girl from the same batch in the other room…..but I will be glad if anyone wanna move in too…..as the first room will be empty too by end of December….wow, by then it will be more and more quiet………:)