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how chinese are you

2010-11-26T05:03:00.000-08:00

i recently saw this test on net.....so interesting that i try and do it....and guess whattttt******
the result that came out is not something i m proud to tell here........*shhhh** I M A CHINESE lah wea.........

1) How big are your eyes?
A They're huge with double eyelids and fucking long eyelashes - -5 marks for a bragger like you
B Average - 2 marks
C Single eyelids ^^ - 4 for you! You go, Glen Coco. And -5 marks for the people with huge eyes

2) Your prefered eating utensils:
A Chopsticks - 3 marks
B Fork & spoon - 1.5 marks
C Fork & spoon & a high class printed napkin - disqualified

3) Do you play doTa?
A YAAA!! - 15 marks
B Nope - 1 mark
C What's that? - 7 marks

4) How often do you wear tees & jeans/tees & shorts in a week?
A 1-2 times - 2 marks
B 3-4 times - 3 marks
C Ya kidding? That's all I've got in my wardrobe! - 4 marks

5) Do you have pet(s)?
A No - 2 marks
B Yes - 2 marks

6) Dogs?
A I love dogs I have one at home :) - 3 marks
B Taste like chicken - 25 marks

7) Do you wear spectacles?
A Yeap - 6 marks
B No - 5 marks

8) When taking photos, you pose with a:
A Rock-on sign - 1 mark
B Peace sign - 9 marks

9) Do you speak Mandarin?
A Yes - 1 mark
B No - 0 mark

Now sum up your marks and add another bonus 20 marks.

Results:
100-70 marks:
你是真正的华人！很好、很好！记得新年要给我红包。

Translation: ching chong ching chong ching chong ching.

69-50 marks:
There is room for improvement. Go for Chinese 101 tuition classes.

<50 marks:
For the Chinese people: YOU ARE A DISGRACE! A DISGRACE TO OUR PEOPLE AND OUR MAINLAND CHINA YOU HEAR ME?

GO TO AMERICA YOU.

JUST GO.

AND DON'T EVEN DARE TO COME BACK OR WE WILL CHOP YOU UP AND EAT YOU LIKE DOG MEAT.

pre-microbio

2010-06-24T22:35:00.001-07:00

i try to laugh more recently, coz people always say laughter is the best medicine, isnt it? yeahh, hope so, but i dont just simply laugh when i am alone, when i was with friends or around people chatting, chilling out.....yeah, i wanna laugh as much as i can, is this the exam stress that everyone is facing right now, but i am thankful so far so good, and it s gonna finish soon, real soon.......one week? yeahh, just give me another one-week-time, i am gonna officially finish my first year as a degree student....ermm...is that really so? shouldnt i wait till the viva list and result come out? oh no.....viva....will i get it? hope dont.....it s like a bomb....either you are good or bad......i aint greedy, i wanna a "PASS", in the middle between pass and distinction.....hmmmmm, that s really good for me....is not a big thing rite? please grant my wish, GOD and those who are directly or even indirectly related to my scores in this exam......

surprisingly, yesterday was the first and foremost time that i can leave the exam early for biochemistry exam....woahh...until finals only can i do that.......it was such a stress sitting inside there, along with more than two hundred people around you, all doing their paper seriously and continuously....and the lighting, the smell, the air-conditioner......etc etc etc, all make me so distress to sit in there for another one more second, so this is why i decided to leave earlier which is about one hour before the exam end......i hate to sit down there checking and checking my answer, as i had written what i knew, i hate to keep flipping and flipping the answer scripts, i hate to see my writings again and again....but i do like it when i see a full mark or high marks in my answer scripts....*greedy, uh huh*

going to be the last paper and then will be practical which we call it ospe....cute name, isnt it?? hehe.....but it s an abbreviation for some long name.....haha....second year.....oops, holiday first....i am awaiting both of you!!!!! please let me down......and i hope i wont let myself down........either

tadaa,,,,,,,,my sticker shopping

2010-05-20T04:34:00.001-07:00

"second last day of ca 4"

2010-05-20T00:19:00.000-07:00

woohoo...done with anatomy paper, it was okay, but damn why so many things to write this time...the extraocular muscle......what does that means, do we need to write everything or just part of everything.....anyhow, i managed to remember whatever i have study, so i just "purge" everything out.....no wonder my hand so tired now...

but before anatomy paper, i did quite alot of stuff actually.....hehe...wanna know....??

finish gossip girl season three, the last two episode, one before ospe in the early morning and another one before biochem.......yippeee...feel so contempted, but it makes me more anxious for season four to come out.......why chuck was shot at the end.....??? noooooo no no no no wayyy, i wouldnt want chuck to leave me.........

ohh yahh.......and i bought few stickers from THE STICKER MONSTER.....they are really nice, which means they finish very fast....check it out, for those who are interested...

thestickermonster.blogspot.com

ermm....will show the stickies i bought next time......wanna take a nap before start studying for tomorrow's paper......wish me luck!!!

now, I wish....

2010-05-08T07:43:00.000-07:00

i wish i have a car here......at my campus.....to overcome my homesick feeling and sometimes the craving for food in SECRET RECIPE.....PIZZA HUT...and i notice that there was a newly opened korean restaurant around here......ohh dear, just cant resist the yummy delicious food out there, but on the other hand, the weighing machine IS COMPLAINING!!!!!!!!!!!!! A LOTTTTTT KGs will be put on if i keep goin out for food......nop nope nope, not for food, but to go back whenever i want......i was so wanted to go back on friday afternoon......but so many things to consider about before that.......the time consumed, the petrol, the cost, and most of all, my studies....so how??? i got no other choice but stay back here, mugging up everything that i could and went swimming when i was too too too stressed and missed home.....you must think that i m such a mummy girl.......yes and no.....i just wanna go home....miss my home, miss my bed, miss everyone back there......huhuhuhuhuhuh

now, i wish i can do well in the up-coming exams and let my effort not be wasted........it s 1051pm now, and i dont know should i study, or just sleep..............homie!!!!!!!!!!!!i m coming in two weeks time...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the pool that i go now....

2010-05-06T06:53:00.000-07:00

pool....dont jump into 'snooker' but it s rather swimming pool......haha...guess what it s just too awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the management no longer charging us two bucks for 3 hours as last time they did, and there are swimming lesson now........150 bucks for twelve lessons....worth it huh...

but 'awesome' as in they clean the pool.....ermmm.....hmmmm....how often yahh??
maybe in months?? i hope not years lahh.....jk jk.....

two days before, i went swim swim with my friend and she dropped her earring in the pool.....sooo, it at the quite deep end there, LUCKY......one gentleman helped us to take it from the bottom of the pool....so okay everything is good till now.....but after that, she found out one small part from another earring dropped off......ohhh gosh, she really like that pair....i thought we couldnt find it anymore as there usually have some filter system or water circulation thingy in the pool....maybe i thought it will be suck into nowhere ady....

so today we go swim swim again.......she said she wanna find it....oops......small chance...

so.....swim......swim.....swim.......i did a few rounds non stop and harsh-er than normally what i do.....owhh, i can feel a bit muscle-ache now at my arm and my thighs are tired........OHHH...out of no where she saw her 'super small earring' AT THE SAME SPOT AS WHERE THE FIRST ONE DROPPED.......oops...that guy isnt here....so i should just try lahh.....dive dive dive................deep into the pool....and yeahh...got it....ohh it flies away...got it again...flies again....finally gotcha....huuuuuu, faster go to the surface!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want air!!!!!!!! i want oxygen as much as i can.....haaaaaa......at least my effort was not wasted....gotta at the first dive....hehe, unlike the first time when i showed the wrong thing to the guy and caused him to find it for so many times...hehee

dont you think it is quite.............ermm...i dono what to put here...great?? cool?? weird?? to find the small small earring after two days....woahhh....the water never move??

it s just different

2010-05-02T21:49:00.000-07:00

today was my first day of having the vegetarian lunch box though it started two days ago.......where was i?? ooohhh yahh was stuck in gurney mall on saturday.....and the crowd to watch ip man 2 was as big as those who watch iron man 2.......two great movies wea, coming out on day after another...it s just too cool....

oh yah, why i said it s just different.........i was waiting before the lunch box came, queuing then finally got it....it was a cute box and got room, open it......there were vege, one tofu, and two vege sausage.......it looks cute and i was so hungry so i practically gobble down everything i could, but as i was eating....i was thinking the meaning behind this, it s no ordinary lunch box, it s a lesson or value that teach us to appreciate and be thankful to what have been given us.........it was some common dishes but while i was eating it, it just taste different and getting more and more tasty that urge me to have more of it.......i realise that this is so niceeeee.......and i would like to continue for this one whole month.....

thanks tzu chi

my memorable second blood donation~~

2010-04-21T04:33:00.000-07:00

haha.....i m back again....hello bloggie, happie to see you again so soon^^

my second blood donation...woohoo, how s that(quote from my GREAT " STUPID" lecturer)

Smart
Talented
Ultimate
P********( forgotton....will come back to this lata yahh...heeeheee)
Intelligent
Disastrous

and i m the first one to donate for this time......woots woots, and didnt know that the first one will receive gift from the organizing committee.......hehe, really unexpected!!!!! *but actually i m not the first one, some people are waiting before i reached but somehow after the normal procedure, i was the first lucky one*

there was a lecturer there who presented me the gift said something, 'it s noble, coz you never know where it goes'..........i felt enlighted, ohh yea, so true that i never think about this, when people ask me why you donate blood, part of my answer maybe 'just for fun', but the true meaning of it yet to be discovered...............to the deeper part

another thing that is unforgettable was audrey came back yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!! so surprised when i see her sitting outside CC........keep blinking my eyes.....yea, it s reyyyy, hehe and she gave me a big hug while i m still in the state of shock, sorry rey if i didnt hug you tight enough....hehe

just realized that, two things happened on the same day= rey came back + fai masuk hospital
tragic?? uh huh, i would say fai too super powerful, scared that the wall might crack too......hehehe, one nite at hospital.....lonely, boring, scared, happy coz of air-cond?? how is it?? wonder*********

and tomorrow is our mid-sem moral study exam......god bless me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

drumstick.....ice creammmm

2010-04-19T21:50:00.000-07:00

ice cream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OF COURSE is our all time favorite....what s life if there is no this cool icy thingy!!!!!!!!
man, life is just sucks without this

haha, this is my recent obsession, and all time lover. just that recently i just wanna try all sorts of ice cream, ranging from the cheap one sold by indian 'ah pek' with his motorcycle to the woahhhh HD, BR.....all types of flavour, is my loveee....

but speaking of drumstick, i havent even touch for years....whyyy?? HAHA, me myself also no idea, well, maybe the shape is not my cup of tea, or maybe the appearance or taste.....i prefer the one with wooden stick or better those served in a plate with icing, syrup, flakes....love letter and waffle. they are just irresistible...what can i say??

and this link i wanna share
http://www.nestle.com.my/drumstick/drumstick_facebook.htm

check it out people
who knows, your luck may bring you want you want.....wakakakaka

the results of having too much of exams....

2010-03-22T04:32:00.000-07:00

halooooooo....i m back from the one-week break after exam!!!!!!!!refreshing?? nooo....have become much more lazy!!!!!

well, today is the first day after "holiday" which we have 3 assignments to do and 2 exams to study for......ermmm.....does it still be considered as'hol'...haha, guess it is easy to figure it out.....blekkk

first day itself was nt veryyyy bad, as we dont have five to seven class this week and the first result came out today!!!!!!!! anatomy, which i dont quite know what actually was i doin during adh for the past few weeks........ermmmm, who cares?? as long as i passed my exam this time....but this is not the 'result' i wana tell u guys this time......hehe

my dear classmate, if you can remember, one of the anatomy notes had this facial expression thingy, which is showed using the face of a guy, who has some weird curly hairstyle......well....heeeheee...*cant stop laughing*....during the short break, i went for a movie, and i reached the cinema early in the morning, as usual the ticket counters havent start operating yet, so i just queued up with some people there.....and that day they start selling tickets quite late....so i was quite restless and was watching the people around me>>>>>>>>> to my shock!!!!!! i saw one guy who looks like the guy in anatomy notes..........what??? why they have the same hairstyle, same type of mouth....nose....eyes.....???? ohhhhhhh....the anatomy guy!!!!!!!

wahaha......he was queuing beside me, and guess what, we entered the same theatre, watched the same movie anddddd he was sitting just in front of me......wahahaha.....

by the way, he seriously looked like 'the anatomy guy'...no joke.....but maybe it is the effect of studying too much.....

till then, happy studying people

......

2010-03-10T21:06:00.001-08:00

just one friend ask me to go swimming.....owhhhh, crave to, but wait, this time.....nooooooo no way, i wouldnt want to embarrass myself or embarrass others with what am i going thru during this period, the time that will come visit monthly.....soo, basically the max is i can go swimming three weeks in a month which the other week is taken by......ummm, but for me that usually go with a girl friend, maybe two weeks in a month is available for the water-sport, so maybe you will say go with someone else, errmmm, maybe, this is a good option...

puhhh, not to say the pain and discomfort that will fall on girls during that very period, we do spend quite a lot on this matter, the cost of it.....ooopss...how long it will last?? and guys, dont ever pretend that you know about it, coz you will never ever know unless He created adam and eve the other way round....hah, scary huh

tomorrow is the last day for my third exam in this year, ethics....so called, am i having it ?? in any way what-so-ever??

till then, the what-so-ever subject is calling me....puhh

i m happy

2010-02-08T06:18:00.000-08:00

I am happy!! This is my shout out for msn recently, ummmm….just last week I think, then there were loads and loads of people asking why am I happy and including those that happy for I m happy!!!! Heheeeeeee……I am happy and I wanna to be happy!!!!!!!heheeeeee

Happy without a reason…….

Happy because I feel in that way

Happy because rey gave me some really cool and awesome music

Happy while indulging in those songs and remembering those good o’ days

Happy that I was in the debate

Happy that faisal agree with us**hehe

Happy that rey support me!!!! And comfort me too……..

But behind all those happiness, there are tons and tons of assignment, presentation, forum, not forgetting notes to study crushing on me…..please, it s goin to be Chinese new year, can we have a proper break, but deep down in my heart, I knew the answer, we knew the answer…….lets just hope for the best for what we can do………* suddenly playing in my mind—lets just fall in love again by Jason Castro….heheeee

I just wanna some fresh air to breathe

I wanna go running

I wanna go search for spaces and freedom

Lets get started peps….are we??

01.02.2010

2010-02-01T13:47:00.000-08:00

it s an enantiomer/ mirror image........0102.2010, hehe, what date huh....

two more weeks to chinese new year and we are getting one whole week of holiday!!!! woohoo, it is like a term break, but by the end of it, i will be soooo reluctant to come back to the study, study and study again..........again my holiday mode is turned on super early, but today is a hectic day, first with anatomy with so many stuff to study and then the 6-paged microbio assignment, walau.....they think we are ironman issit?? we are not that tough, and we are still kids, we need playtime and lotsa rest..........uhuhuh.....sobsssssss

this few weekends were equally busy for me too, first with all the makan-ing, shopping, cleaning house.......altogether about the up-coming new year.....anticipate it??uh ah...not so lo......ummmm.....
yesterday (sunday) when i was driving back to campus, i was so tired and sleepy, and my mum beside me had practically slept off leaving me alone driving.....kesian**, and for a moment (the duration which i not very sure) i was driving up 160 or 170km/h........i was just keep stepping on the accelerator, and just suddenly, something just woke me up, and realising that, i quickly reduced down the speed, just thank god i didnt really sleep off........and another incident, when i m on the way to the last traffic light before turning in the bridge from south toll, there were very serious and big open burning, those people were so bad, they were burning the paddy field and i would say clouds and clouds of white smoke was 'flying' to the road, and one small part of the road when i drove past it, totally cant see anything AT ALL.......i mean i just see white smoke, i m like in a room with smoke that cannot even see the thing right in front of you.....so dangerous man......do they realise that, what i could do was braked to the fullest and the car just shaked.....but after all, i find that i shouldnt do that, coz the car behind me couldnt see me too....we are in the same situation........should just slow down and go....lucky!!!! the car behind me was at a distance from me......phew, thank god man.....

there were so many incidence in sp road, especially the short-distance of road before reaching aimst where everyone will speed and break the traffic light due to it is a quiet road........but watch out....yup, it is true that few people use it, but animals do......once my friend hit one cow and the front part of the car became dented, the cow practically can still walked and act like nothing happen....woah, salute!!!! and just after ca 2, my bro fetched me back to campus in the morning about nine, when he was going back, he hit a monkey!!!!! lucky, no one hurts, not even the car......hehe...........so beware of road!!!!!!

january review.......

2010-01-22T16:36:00.000-08:00

i know january is the first month of the year and we have 1st Jan which is our new year day to celebrate............do we feel thankful, appreciation, or relieved that one year has passed and we are still alive still here breathing the cold air of the earth?? it s kinda a mix of feelings but this year it took away the '1' in my life, now i shall be addressed with something starting with '2', i would not say time flies at a tremendous speed, or maybe it is us, ourselves who ara changing and growing from the old self ta every moment, well, what else can i say, life oh life..........

it is always a good thing to just stop our routine life for a while, take a rest and being isolated from the huzzle and buzzle of daily life.........woah, just peace and nothing more!!!!! but when i was immersed in this kind of situation, my mind dont lemme return to the reality that is always hectic and busy, wanted to, but scared and not confident in being able to control my own self..........obstacles??

january is a mix of exam and holidays and in that i meant public holidays only, arggghhhh, always feel so reluctant to come back to the usual class........my mindset is lazy and malas, haha, still used to that seven to eight months holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well, ya exam, done with the ca 2 and then malaysian studies and entrepreneurship finals.......ermmm, practically we are having exam for the whole months or it can be thought so lahhh, so envious of some people who are having exam for one week only and it comes with one-week term break.......whereas, we are still stucked with piles of notes and the feeling of afraid that we may fail the exam coz of not knowing what to study and what is practically about the subjects.....phew, but just praised god that the tips we were given are really accurate and i guessed that we managed to score the paper.......coz another six-months of ms class is surely not the option i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

movies!!!!! there are lotsa of new and nice movies coming out in january, still havent watch the princess and the frog, the legion, old dogs, tooth fairy................etc etc etc and avatar 3d, is it so nice????

a bit lost for this up-coming ca 3.........ermmmm, why is it?? ohh yahh, there is a prom coming by batch 14 at the end of march.....anyone goin??

~Why Christmas is not Xmas?~ -Christmas Concert 2009

2009-12-17T18:32:00.000-08:00

Finally finish all the classes for term one year one……woah, time really flies huh and flies like a stealth, coz it is really fast and at a tremendous speed!!!!!!!!!!!! Same like last year, we had Christmas party again for this year, which fortunately in the last week of my class, but the sad case is that why I always have to study during christmas??????wHHHHHHyyyyyyy????? and new year too!!!!!!!!!!but I really had lotsa fun in the party and I was in choir this year, hope that next year I will have more time and join other team like drama or dance…..heeeheee, for medic student….time?????bahahahahahah……we had practice for few times and the nite before the geek which is on the 16th dec in blm clubhouse, we have a rehearsal, preparing for the thing is fun, and everything else is fun too!!!!!!!!yeah!!!!!!!!! a lot of people came that nite, including inder too of course!!!!! Danesh, unexpectedly, loi, and few of my classmate only coz maybe a lot went back for study break dy…..ohhhhhh, how I wish more people will come from our batch so that they can enjoy and get his words and meaning!!!!

And the Tuesday after class, sze jing was very nice and brought us out for good food!!!! We went bites and had our lunch, while watching some movie and everyone was then started talking about movie……hahahaha, yupp, although busy studying, there is always time for my drama series….wakakaka….cant live without them!!!!! Then, we went tesco coz she need to buy stuff and grocery for home and we all can buy food again to “da pau” for dinner, hehe, really cant stand aimst jaya catering food huh!!!!! And later at nite, me went out to gcc for rehearsal again, wowo, really a busy day lol…….and in the other way, got no mood to study lo….haha……..

Till then, really hav to study lo, or else then will get “egg” for results!!!!!........XD

merry ChristMas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

little update about today=)

2009-12-03T05:06:00.001-08:00

it s thursday now!!!! it means we have only two hours class since sociology has finally finish and done!!!! woohoo, no more sociology but sad to say there is still epi....what a subject is that...haha..

today i actually touch and feel the cadaver....i mean really feeling it with my bare hands....hehe, are you thinking that is disgusting, ewwwww, dirty and dono what to say.....haha, that s right, i some more ask for gloves and forceps from the pak cik who did pull me to the door to read some 'notice'....but he said we need to do on our naked hands, i was thinking that he was joking again, but this time no lol...ermm...so let's do it....woah, the lower limb was not bad, the muscles are big and fleshy, hehe, i describe them as meat especially the semitendinosus and semimembranosus and biceps, they looked so round and big, okay, so what s the sensation or feeling of touching the muscles of cadaver, ummmm.....they are cold and soft, because the room is quite cold, how do i say it?? a bit like sponge......and the nerve and blood vessels look like the sotong bite that we used to eat when we were small, but i m still eating now**hehe, because they are dry and crooked.....is it a good or bad experience??

went swimming with sharon in the evening....have been goin since few weeks ago continuously, after we change and bathe and just step out of the changing room.....what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rain just suddenly pouring down and getting heavier.....wahaha, see this is the kind of weather we have in sp, it just change suddenly and i mean suddenly!!!!so we waited inside the changing room again, wet and cold.....so i pray la....and nearing six, it really stops.....hehe...thanks god..didnt swim much today, got kacau eric and faisal a bit, and eric was doin some new swimming styles that look like ducky....hehe and funny, and eric can really do it fast, fai just need more round will do....heehee, and jo promising me next week she will go with me..yoohoo.....anticipating christmass gig now and holiday!!!

haji break

2009-11-27T04:23:00.000-08:00

OOOOooohhh, finally gotta watch 'new moon' in theatre, but i waited like one and a half hour in front of the counter because of some server down or what.....gosh, that one and a half hour is wasted but in a way was good that i will have no time to shop and spend more money in clothes^^......so there were few times when i wanna give up but mummy just insisted that we should just wait and see, yea.....thanks to that determination and not-easily-say-no spirit, we got our tickets for new moon and the christmas carol too!!!!yipee, gotta watch two movies today!!!!

new moon was about two hours plus, i was so anticipating for edward cullen, but things just dont turn out like that, in fact, i like jacob more now......heehee, kinda cute he is now no matter with long or short hairs, but for someone who didnt watch twilight saga part one, i can be quite sure that he will say this one is boring, coz this is what i heard when coming out from the theatre, oooo.....too bad, but for me, it s just okay ny.....and christmas carol, we missed the first one hour of the show,ooooohhhhh....we had mistaken for the movie time....in the end, i just managed to catch the last 35 minutes of the show....ohhhh so sad......the characters are cute in a way, but gone lahhh my one hour of movie.....haha, so careless right??

well.....this is all about today and eid mubarak to my muslim friends=)

week of 16th nov

2009-11-22T02:45:00.001-08:00

I had a very free week and an exam which was the last test for ca 1….woohoo, it was entrepreneur, wow, what a ‘special’ exam which is one of the one ny….hehe, we can sit side by side and the lecturer practically left the hall for a while to get more copies of the test paper photo stated and invigilated the group of students of 300 himself….wow, a big number rite…..that s why I am writing down this….haha…what a different kind of exam….

Other than that, I had ADH on Monday afternoon, and the rest of the week, we had classes only in the morning, and two hours only for Thursday and Friday, wow, wth…..just 8 to 10 classes….so we went out for dinner at leboss and played cards……haha….bullshit, one new game I just learnt…

Finally Friday, mummy came to fetch me and we went sunway to watch 2012….what a great movie it is, and something like ‘the day after tomorrow’ which was from the same director, and I like both!!!!!! There are ships that fetch certain people to survive from the disaster such as those professionals, talented and those politicians whom they think are important to rebuild the world during 0001……woah, rich people afford to buy tickets for themselves for 1 billion euro…..so what about those incapable of getting one, like me………..?? not only human beings, those animal species which are specially chosen are taken too…..so maybe panda or doggie can go onboard but maybe not a common person like me ya???

So lucky rite!!!!! I wonder, when I am facing this kind of situation, I will be like Jackson (in the movie) or Satnam?? Striving for your survival chances or just face the fate bravely???

Today, Sunday, it was supposed to be a happy day, went for one birthday party of my fourth grand-uncle and grand-aunt, received lots of free gifts and ang-pau too!!!! However, when I came back hostel, I was shocked to find that both my roommates moved out dy in the afternoon….haiz…..now I am alone in the room, and only three of us in the whole house who are one in each room…..feel so quiet now….can I adapt to this?? Or is it better for my study, think about it, when I am gonna move by third year, I will be taking one room myself too…..so…but I shall say ‘be strong, c’ to myself , whatever there is still one girl from the same batch in the other room…..but I will be glad if anyone wanna move in too…..as the first room will be empty too by end of December….wow, by then it will be more and more quiet………:)

final paper^^

2009-10-28T21:22:00.000-07:00

hahha...final paper, it sounds so happy and cool but wait there is a catch....it supposed to be held two weeks before but tomorrow only we will be taking it...fuhh, okay and not okay that we have more time to study but the bad things is that no matter how many times we study, the 'peculiar words' still wont get into our brain, not to say to remember them....haiyo, what the heck la

so can i declare a short term freedom after that sucky paper, oops, i dont think so, because there are assignments coming up and due the following week and i am afraid of practical reports to do again..........and the bloody upper limb with bones, muscles and nerves, god, can you please reduce the number of body parts in human being, just homosapien will do, please????

whatever, as the song goes...tonite s gonna be a good good nite so just enjoy our time whenever we can

of course i wanna send my prayers to audrey's batch who will be having their term exam soon, may they have great strength, support and wisdom to do the exam and whatever come out in the exam is those that they have study and audrey, just be a little more patient and strive with the current conditions and strive to the best ya!!! you all have my blessing

just a short update out of boredom and tiredness of studying epi......i need strength too!!!!!

ma' ca break

2009-10-22T20:34:00.000-07:00

fuhh, one week of super short break, but i should say it is kinda study break, although i think everyone will have no mood to study, what to do, we just have to drag our mind and soul and study, study and study......ummmm, how i miss my seven months break now!!!!!

practically i will just online the whole day thru or watch drama series and then will just study for two to three hours and i think this is the max for me now, hehe...so whenever i feel happy, lonely or moody, i like to listen the song in fai's bloggie, i dont know why, but i am liking the song more and more....'trust you by yuna ito'...is it fai??

no title..

2009-10-19T01:35:00.000-07:00

finally i m having ma' first break after enter the degree programme, not to say public holidays....so what s so big about this holiday, practically is still connected with study again, as you all know that, we still have a couple of papers to go in the week when we are back to campus again....hahaaa, kinda funny?? nope!!!!! haizzz....

and sorry peps for what happened to my blog, am seriously no idea of what s wrong with my blog, but now i have changed the template, guess everything will be fine for a while ya....ummm.....and friends, no matter where are you from or who you are, just leave a comment or message here, like leaving your footprint, okie??

so the first two days of holidays which i should said starting friday because i m back home on thursday evening, thanks to my friend who offered me for a ride back home, or else i think i m gonna stranded in the empty house for like........two nites, thanks a lot!!!! so friday, meet up with yoke yuin, went jusco mall and she watching me eating coz i was starving as i had not have lunch.....hehe, and then starbucks, i seldom step into this kind of shop as it is really costly, but thanks to her too that me gotta taste a nice sweet cafe mocha!!!!!hehe.....just spent few hours there chatting and catching up with what has been up to each one of us......ummm....missing lots of friends, especially those who left me to study in kl( see ying, ruqi, xun mann, shi zu and one more that i have never met before, maybe will meet up someday though...........u guys are so bad!!!!!

saturday and sunday......shopping time!!!! went gurney plaza and i think i had spent few hundreds there and sunday i was back in sp again, to do something.....and did shop for some clothes too, got few new tshirts and dress now......hehe, gonna wear them when class starts again!!!!!!!

i suppose to study rite now, but the books were nicely put on the table and i havent touch them for few days already, god, please drag me to my study table okay??tonite??thank you=)

geram-innnnnnnnnnng

2009-10-13T06:53:00.000-07:00

there were so many things to feel geram at, especially during our this first ca, everyday there will be one..........one and this is enough to make me feel so angry and restless and not knowing where can i release all the negative feelings.........when i still have to study for the next day exam, ishhhhhhhhhh

wonder what will be coming tomorrow again?????

2009-10-11T06:38:00.000-07:00

now i know why degree students seldom text compare to foundation student..

my life, my way

2009-10-11T05:58:00.000-07:00

degree life is no easy like what i had enjoyed last year during ma' foundation programme, beside the busy schedule and tense classes which we had to pay full attention for the lectures, there are lots and lots of revision to do everyday after class, other than assignments that comes all the time without you realizing about it and those 'mqa subjects' that make people feel sick and so so so very dont wanna study and go for that classes that delayed our dinner time, causing us to miss the 'so-called good food' in the campus....ma' first ca is coming the day after tomorrow, this is the 'first' one, of course have to blog something about it which comprises of six subjects, in addition to that, two mqa.....frankly to say, i m first time feeling so stressed for exam and studies....woah, see the impact!!!! no joke and no kidding at all even though i just pray for a pass for the exam, not that i wanna very distinction, hah, so can i?

where is the food??

2009-10-02T21:48:00.000-07:00

wednesday special is chicken rice and western food for thursday since i came back in august, wow, i thought not bad, now that every week with promising special food, not like last year when we had to wait for weeks or months for the special food which happened to be served once in a blue moon, i addition to that, there are even noodles, like loh mee(which i dont like), curry mee and hokkien mee served during dinner....

BUT BUT BUT.....
the mee finish in 10 mins and fish and chip rice in less that 30 mins.....what the.....is it our fault to come late for dinner, the lecturer just dont want to let us go (esp for the class on tuesday), dinner is served from 700 till 930, but is not at 630 when people start queuing up for food

since i m not a choosy eater, i dont mind taking indian or malay or vegetarian food, which i do not even need to queue up for, but i m still sick of that situation though.....love how it used to be during last year, but i know the cause of this condition is mainly due to my big big batch, which is the biggest batch at here ever.....so what to do, just cope with it and live life how i want it to be...

till then, just wanna pray for my ex-classmate that she will recover soon and rejoin us in the studies....and for my upcoming c.a. too, may it be a good one for each and everyone of us

pix from cameron....

2009-09-27T05:31:00.000-07:00

this is such a nice school.....s k convent at tanah rata, i love the environment so much and of course the building in the first place...

this cafe is a must try.....all is about strawberry!!!!

cactus time!!!!

taken from a higher altitude....

raya break....cameron....G-FORCE

2009-09-23T21:06:00.000-07:00

five days raya holiday for batch 15....so what did i do for these super-short break??
me went cameron highlands and for the first time ever i drove there....the journey was okay, about 2 1/2 hour to reach simpang pulai exit......then here goes the kampung road and the winding part, at least this is better than the road to genting, so me still can handle it!!!!!!

just that my bro didnt follow us for this trip, he got stucked with some celebration back in penang, so sad he had to stay at home and jaga rumah.....hehe.....but me never expect there will be such a big crowd at cameron.....especially near the town area, brinchang.....blue valley....tanah rata......it was a problem for getting a room to stay for one nite too.....but finally we got a room at the country lodge hotel......glad that we came earlier in the morning and reached there about twelve noon coz there were only four rooms left....woohoo...and the jams at the road.....really haiyo, bumper to bumper and not more than 10km/hr.....imagine that!!!! and people parked their cars at the roadside made the situation worse still.....

bought quite a lot of strawberries, jagung mutiara, souvenirs.......hehe, never miss that!!!!!

monday morning, we left about noon too after visiting some places......then again got stucked at the long long queue.........and another one was at the highway which took us more than an hour to reach kuala kangsar from simpang pulai coz one tree fell down at the road.....aiyoyo....me nearly fall asleep when driving......man.....the queue was...........................coz we had to stop then moved then stop then moved bit by bit.....by the time we reached autocity, it was four dy............we were starving then, the first thing we did was raced to the restaurant and EAT....

see ying and her family came bm........so me went jusco to meet her after we unloaded everything back home.......just a short while........ummmm, gonna miss her a lot...

AND i got to watch g-force at queens before goin back to study life....it was cute and funny, not planning to watch it in 3-D coz the one i watched for FD4 really disappointed me a lot.......and suprisingly there wasnt a lot of people at the mall..............

really miss my holiday.....and our next destination will be malacca during my term break....yoohoo...looking forward to it and i am willing to be the one driving again......yuppie

day goes on...

2009-09-18T18:26:00.000-07:00

Seeing him again after such a long time, today was the first time and he did actually came and say hi and smiled first, well, as a friend, I would just smile back, though I wanna ask how was him but those words just didn’t slip out of my mouth, as a gesture of courtesy to friend, this is just normal, but after what I discovered during my holiday…….i guessed don’t do anything is better for now…

I felt like I got attracted again but just a little little bit…..what do I feeling right now?? Even me myself too cant interpret my own thinking, too many things in my brain now, supposedly there is no more spaces for additional stuff, maybe I stayed too long alone in the library in the afternoon, wanna studied, very semangat, even brought Malaysian studies notes to library, but in the end, I cant get ‘the robins’ from the book shelf, it ruined my mood totally, just grabbed some other book available, gossip here and there when I saw ‘my friend’ who was really very good at receiving ‘news’ and practically gossiping….haha…..sleeping, called inder but she was kinda rushed, waiting for mummy to come, me was so lazy to go back room, so just asked her to pick me up at library here and drove to hostel to get the laptop….then sped home, hungry dy….cant wait anymore..

Thursday was not a good day too….planning to donate blood, went to the orientation room, saw really a lot of people inside there, had to wait until one o’clock…..queue up, one by one, got poked and checked the haemoglobin count and blood type, by the way, my count is 14.6, but I forgot the units…hehe, then had to wait again to measure blood pressure and that practically took me one and a half hour to reach that section, and guess what………the nurse said I cannot donate…….what the!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But actually I shouldn’t go as I knew how was my body condition, but still I wanna try………so disappointed wea……went back library then talked with yuyu about one hour before attending the meeting with dean, who just wanted to meet us and showed his face……#######

Dinner had western food and sate, but I didn’t take either one, aiya, just forget it when you see the queue, is it aimst food so nice??? The queue for chicken rice on the day before was until Madura by 640……imagine that?????? Aimst students are obsessed with food only or aimst food????

Anyways, hapy raya and happie holiday people…….will be back on Wednesday, hope see ying can make it to sp too……….really looking forward to see her

raya break....coming...

2009-09-16T02:10:00.000-07:00

there will be a five days break for medic students....yippee but not absolutely, coz mbbs as we all know means massive brain breakdown syndrome, so break = no break....anyway, i m driving to cameron highlands for the first time ever with the new car *though i do miss my old dearie a lot, cant imagine it has been with us for 11 years....time passes without us knowing, man

life as a student now can be hectic and enjoyable too if we know how to manage our time, but facebooking is not a good idea....hehe although i must sign in everyday to check in my games....never gonna leave them!!!!!!!

but the worst problem here is the queue for food.....all day long, breakfast, lunch, dinner.....and dinner is superb....the queue was almost reaching clock tower last thursday when they served chicken chop rice, maybe aimst food now is too good to miss ya??and last nite was having dinner with sharon, even more classic this time......no plate, no spoon when we finally able to get our food.......but before that was no chair and table for us.........what to do??? this is how it looks like when you live in a crowded area.....

same thing happened to me and my mom last friday when we wanted to have dinner at one of the fast food shop in jusco, bm....that was nearing buka puasa time, about half an hour more, the seats are all taken, kononnya reserved but never see people there.....ohh shitty, so we just had dinner at the korean restaurant.....haha.

things just happened anytime, anywhere.....

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2009-09-16T02:02:00.000-07:00

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stuffy...gasping for air.....wanna get some more oxygen between stacks of notes

2009-09-02T23:58:00.000-07:00

it is only the third week of or class and i felt so.............dono how to bear with it, this year or i should say this new intake is kinda different for me, i never felt something like that, in the first week, i was so homesick and cried quite a few times, and maybe i felt there has been lotsa changes around me, my dearest not with me now, but my two roommates are okay, getting closer now, so this is one thing that cheer me up.......misses lily, audrey lee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can i dont grow up??? i wanna be a kid, such a happy world they are living in, no worries, no stress, no pressure.............first time i really do feel stress in study now.....oopss...yee under stressed!!!!!!!!!

need some more encouragement and energy......

went cf yesterday, it was my first time for this year since i came back aimst, it was nice.....met angela....and made some new friends, one is my batchmate who i never know until we shared testimony.........my testimony for the first cf is that i m grateful that i manage to come back aimst and get the scholarship, and i actually received my offer letter on my birthday!!!!!!!wow.....should i wow??? okay la....medicine, which i long for when i was still a 'kid' which i am still now.....hehe, but can i manage it??

wish to go cf more often, but next week i think it will be crowded and full till the brim, coz of july batch foundation and some people coming back.....so, let's see how it will go....

new member in ma' family~~

2009-08-31T02:47:00.000-07:00

well, the very first time i saw it was last friday at my hostel block there, although the rain was quite heavy and vision is not clear, but i could easily spotted it.....hehe, white in color ma.......
okay, so this is it!!!!!!!!!!!!!white color, 1.5cc, the latest member in our family now......maybe another coming in two to three years time......hehe........

but sincerely, i m still missing the old one, or i should call it the lovely one.......when i went gurney mall to buy something on saturday, i m still looking for something green and tall when i stepped out from the door..so sad, wea.....losing one which has been with us for 11 years.........

but the best part i like about this new one is the number.....hehe 5282, something special for me, and i like the number '2'......haha....and of course, its power which if compared to our other car, this is the best one lol.......i was unaware of the speed when i was driving back to sp after the merdeka break, the meter reached 140 dy without me knowing about it, i thought that it was still 90 or 100 ny......so far so good lo........i may loose control easily..hehe or until one day when i get a summon, then only i will learn the lesson........

just wanna blog about the comfy of driving it.......'the ice-cream car'!!!

study life....or play time?

2009-08-23T23:52:00.000-07:00

second week of lecture now goin on.....ermm...lotsa slides and just one assignment to do....Malaysian Studies, arghhh....now only i know what is this, practically form three...or one history, yea...back to history again, i wonder how many times more we need to study this thing!!!!!!!!man, i m pathriotic enough lahh

all the lecturers are doctors, so i was thinking are they those docs that cure patients or the phd kind of doctor?? but that was one who attracted me, hehe, ESP, know who s that??
just cant resist his indian cum american accent, i suppose......but it would be much better if more american slang!!!!hehe....and he has a blog @ wordpress but it s all about medical stuff....hope that he will put up something about his life....ohh ya, btw, he is teaching us physiology......so in a way, i always anticipate for physiology class now!!!!

meal times still the same with millions or thousands of people queueing up everytime.....hehe, kinda used to it, but prefer last time when we seldom or i mean not everyday of long line for food....

and it is a rainy season now......so no sports for us except for wed when we dont have 5 to 7 class.....and my room is chilly ( am staying at c5n room 3 since the second week here, changed from an oven over to here....nice...using rey's bed now) and thanks rey for the hooks at the cupboard...hehe

till then....just study and sleep

second post..

2009-08-13T23:41:00.000-07:00

ORIENTATION WEEK!!!

it was not so bad as how i imagine but first few days were bored, bored and bored and my butts were aching because of sitting too long at the lecture theater, 200 over people, imagine the crowd, the whole theater was FUH!!!!! full till the brim, errr..............how about when class starts later???
AND last nite was a special one by batch 13 seniors, my group leader is cassandra, who is very helpful and nice, thank you for everything and thank you for our group being chosen as the best group, the ETIHAD group!!!!!! and with funny and innovative cheers from aarons......thanks for that too!!!!!!!!!!!!!

one more happy new is that the laundry kak still remember me!!!!!!!!!!!after eight months i left here, which i did tell her about that on the last day when i was leaving......31st dec 2008 (jan batch, still remember the date?????)
and just now i greeted her and tell her 'long time no see'.............me thought she will forget me, but she still remember i finished foundation and went back home last time and even my laundry number.........she did remember!!!!!!yay.....superb la kak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for my close close friends and all the darlings, me happy that u all are back and here again with me side by side.................one of my friend said that i was growing up so we cant expect all the happy things to come only without the sad part, yea...it s true!!! grown-up, me still havent set my mind that way, all i wanna say is that, thanks darlings and friends who are supporting me.....only happy stuff in this post coz the last one was so sad.....and emo one, not like my style, in fact this week was not too.......sorry inder for worrying about me and jo, yuyu and one of my best friends huey yee too

my first post at here??

2009-08-11T00:17:00.000-07:00

am i here?? after eight months of holiday....there were not much changes about me but this place is like totally changed with lotsa lotsa of new faces i have never seen, lucky i still have my darlings here to give me the warmest welcome...yippee...

registration......unpacking stuff in the hostel.....met my two new roommates, everything was just like last year.....the whole thing was the same, but somehow i felt so different, that was i am a returning student or 'alien' here, i was eager to see my friends, yea, after such a long break and separated from each other, it was so fun to meet again, the feeling was like above heavens, but at the same time *there will always have a 'but' for everything rite*, i feel so reluctant to leave home....my hommies, how i miss it now, should ask my mum to stay longer, or maybe go for a movie at sunway mall before coming back, but all those gonna end someday, some time eventually, i know this is my choice to be here, i felt excited at first but now missing home already, missing my doggie, my tv, my air-cond, my bed and everyone at home, keke fighting with me for the net, i couldnt stop my tears when i m writing this post, i know people will say that i m a penangites can go back every weekends wurts.....but human are always being contradicting, and i m a girl!!

i dont know why i get more emo now, maybe especially when i m alone coz when i m with some people......inder, jo...siew voon...stef, maybe i can get away from my feelings for a while, i should be learning to be more mature and stand on my feet!!!! or maybe eight months were too long for me...............wish that classes will be starting soon, and i will get myself busy with anythings i could

i mix 2, 3......or 4 languages..

2009-08-05T23:57:00.000-07:00

how many languages do you speak?? well, as a true malaysian, i doubt anyone will say ONE...NO WAY.....one is always not enough for us, in this multi-racial society.....i m sure u guys had met people who acted they are banana or pretend that they dont know their mother tongue, what a shame.....!!!!!!! languages are our heritage, our culture, and this is what represents who we are...you cannot change it!!!! the root of your family and this is part of your history...

yea..living in this land of multi-cultures, i learnt more than my own mother tongue...such as malay, english, and now even some hindi....hehe *only some important sentence*
then, that nite i was talking with my mum, and i dont know how this phrase just popped out from my mouth
20 biji of 水果

hehe, funny eh?? me dont have any idea too until i rethink about it for a second time...........:)

lee xin jie in gurney plaza

2009-08-03T19:05:00.000-07:00

its the last sunday i will be in penang before goin back for studies again...but of course i will be back for the weekend, so it s not that so 'kesian' lar.....so we went milk temple for blessing and praying, then after that is movie and shopping time!!!!!

watched 'the taking of pelham 123' at gurney plaza...

saw the trailer before at tv, it looked exciting and thrilling, so i was so anticipated to watch it, some more its casts include john travolta and denzel washington.....and that guy in transformer, john turturro.....about an hour plus movie, it s kinda okay, but i felt a bit not like what i had expected before about this movie...it could be more exciting and breath-taking eh.....like the Angels and Demon, same thing happened here..

before the movie, i did grab myself one dress and scarfs....hehe, and my mum found one mirror she like so much, resembling Anna Sui design.....hehe, and here s my dress

can buy it online too.....the website is joysclosette.blogspot.com....*promoting here*
that girl is very nice and the design all are pretty, *luv 'em*......and the dress only costs rm45, i bought the green color one!!!
she will be at the flea market near chilis every weekend...so check it out!!!

the unexpected thing that happen that day was i saw lee xin jie..woah, the first thing i wanna say is that she is pretty!!! she had a beautiful smile!!!
i was filling up some forms for lucky draw in front of the elle shop and suddenly i heard very loud wisel.....i turned and saw her walking past me, was shocked for a while coz she looked familiar....yea...is she!!! few guards were escorting here to the stage for an activity organised by SKII......

that s the limited edition SK-II Minaudiere with 5,500 genuine Swarovski Crystals she s holding........which if i m nt mistaken there are only 1001 in the whole world...

a closer look at the bag......pretty eh, i m sure this is dreamt by every girl in the world!!!

well, it was a nice day overall......did shop for the stuff i m goin to bring back to hostel too...all the cleansing product and bla bla blah.......

沉默的瞬間The Moment of Silence 專輯

2009-08-01T23:48:00.000-07:00

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沉默的瞬間 The Moment of Silence

tracklist:

1.Sempurna(完美) Perfection
2.沉默的瞬間 The Moment of Silent
3.低調 Low Profile
4.說你也一樣愛著我 Say You Love Me
5.就是愛 This is Love (feat Amber Guo)
6.我們都有錯 We were Wrong
7.男人不壞 Not a Bad Guy
8.不要再聽他寫的歌了 Dont Listen to his Song
9.愛你勝過自己 Love You More
10.幸福下一站 Next Stop Happiness
11.平靜曲 Silent Song

Download link: whole album

raining...

2009-08-01T11:25:00.000-07:00

it s raining whole day long

yea...rain and flush all the h1n1 virus...go go away all the haze or mist whatever...

rain rain rain
pls dont make me feel sad

oLD and New..

2009-08-01T10:59:00.000-07:00

things will surely get old when we have used it for long long time...so then is the time when new things replace the old things...

but how could we ignore the conveniences they had brought us, how could we forget the things that they have helped us with and the numerous troubles they solved for us...

feel so bad when we are looking for better and newer stuff to take the place of the old one....especially those that can be traded for new stuff, we keep searching for second-hand goods buyer to get a higher and higher price....how will they feel when they were being treated like this by us...human beings..

yea..we created them for our own conveniences....but does it mean it is correct to dump them when they are not working to our expectations anymore??is it......??

but what choices do we have?? always keep the old things and afford the high-cost maintenance fees.......i would say some can but most of us cant.....
but if i m afford to do that...i m willing to....however a person like me may soon feel bored and tired.....

what can i say....this is how life works...new one replace the old one
this is same as the law fo nature....people dies..but new lives are born to continue the spirit and role of the existing one....

31st july

2009-08-01T10:38:00.000-07:00

what does this day mean to you?? just another month ending?? or the beginning of another month is not far away...

it s a friday for this date in year 2009....this year which i turn 19, which i am goin to start my first and foremost degree course in uni....which means that it s a year which i really turn into a uni student...yea...this is how time passes us without prior notice eh..

i can still remember the hard time our family are goin thru last year september and this year march....few tiresome weeks for us....and troublesome, lost one..

i stopped one of my jobs at the end of february....then after that, problems started to come from her....she is such a naughty one, or maybe this is because of her old age....but i never treated her as an old kid....she is such a blessing for me after i got my license..mummy allowed me on her fully(ermmm...about that)......she has been at my side since then...without disappointing me until this march when she finally got sick....am i the cause that make u sick...totally sorry if i scolded you anything for that reason....i know you always try your best, never wanna to break down like that....

but yesterday...31st july....something we did has decided your fate and the rest of your life.....sorry if we cant keep you anymore, we do want you sooooo much...it was a hard decision which we postponed since march.....but yesterday...you had been so nice even though when we were trapped in the two-hours jam...really really nice..

so sorry and sorry is what i could say now....

will take good care of you for the rest of the one month period...dont wanna tired you much...

always luv u!
thank you!

tears just drop....for her, for our relationship

hair-cut before scHOOl starts again...

2009-07-30T19:30:00.000-07:00

it was about few days ago, i had a hair-cut and keep asking that saloon guy to have my hair shorter, shorter and shorter cause he was like reluctant to cut a lot for one time, haha, maybe this is how businessman thinks....wanna me to keep coming back again.....*money, money come*

AND i thought that my hair did not change much after that 'quite expensive hair-cut' which cost me 18 bucks (this is quite exp in bm area dy!!!!), but after my shower....oh my...i felt that it was like quite quite short...hehe, ermmm......was like cant tie my hair now...cause if i tie, strands of hair will fell down............errrr...i dont like that...and mummy will say that i m untidy..

i still remember i straightened my hair on mothers' day...which is about mid-may, after months and months being persuaded by the saloon punya 'tauke-niang' which is that guy's wifey...hehe...cause i finally cant stand with da messy look again, which makes people to think that i never comb my hair...what to do, this is what will happen when ur hair is growing and touching shoulder........

okay, so after the price is being discussed....hehe..and lots of 'tawar menawar'...we came to a conclusion at 150 bucks......so, let's do it....
then, i wanna cry at that moment, cause it took me more than four hours....lots of applying cream and steam and apply cream and wash and etc etc etc....

and the last procedure took me the longest time....which then i started to fall asleep...but couldnt cause the saloon's assistant used one big, flat clip which gives out heat to clip my hair as i called it a final touch-up....and it was like quite hot especially that my hair is quite thick, so he needed to clip my hair a little at a time......so i 'ouch' here and there....and he is concerned about that, so he himself blew air into my hair........and i could feel it around my ear and the back of my head.....ermmm...quite 'geli' i would say.......and most probably he is the guy who has ever at the closest distance from me......coz at sometimes..i could feel his breath.....(silly silly silly again..)

p/s: pals, dont say that my hair never grow okay....when u see me again...coz it was like two to three inches of hair...

part of ma' resolution

2009-07-28T23:25:00.000-07:00

for the coming new semester of my studies....
me gonna be serious and really serious....hope i can do that**
will accept and face whatever problems that comes to me.......if plan A cant work, there is always plan B......so i guess there is no unsolvable stuff
will not go for something purposely.....for some situations**
treat everything as equally important.......so that there is nothing which is in priority or number one.....fair and square

one last thing for now.... study, study and study......and complete my work on time without scars..

till then..

pasta-maniac..

2009-07-22T22:23:00.000-07:00

EVER "wonder why rich people like to buy small food......???
this is why they are rich!!!!!"
[dan and vanessa]

HAHA...so i try to cook small food too...and this....tadaaa

with carrot(mostly), tuna, onion........and banana and orange for after meal!!

2009-07-21T23:38:00.000-07:00

am suddenly in love with this song and particularly the singer...

sharing is caring...but sometimes exhausting too..

2009-07-16T23:24:00.000-07:00

we do share lots of stuff with people everyday...rite?? the oxygen, water, the earth....ya, the biggest thing i ever share with people and it is lots of people

and recently my bro just register an account at evony, so he told me that the first seven days are very important to him as a beginner.......so he will be using the lappie most of the time..okay i fine lol, since he has to work too....i will just use it when he is working or sleeping....i m such a good sis, isnt me??

and today we share again, he used it for like two hours before i woke up and after that we just take turns and sometimes i need to play the game for him, but i m nt into that....hehee..just being a good volunteer coz he needs some sleeps.....and the whole afternoon was so stuffy, i was sweating even though i m just facebooking and watching movies......until late afternoon, when he woke up, he was like woke me up too......oo....finally his turn to use the lappie which then he will help me to play my game

i feel so tired for the afternoon and slept for like one hour plus before i will continue his job again....woah...why so pathetic????
i feel like we are watching the 'ups-and-downs' of share market.....exhausted (due to the hot weather too)

but it is better than we have to sit in front of the screen for the whole day.....yes yes

p/s: but he is not so commited to his job (helping with my game)

ehhh...my new handbag

2009-07-15T22:32:00.000-07:00

i thought i will lose it when i didnt buy it for the first time i saw it.........but after all i come to me too...and i dont need to pay for it...yay

origin: pdi at first world plaza

bunga telur

2009-07-15T22:26:00.000-07:00

sincerely, i never knew that this thing costs so much until i read about the short stories " the bally shoes".....guys, still remember this story??

pretty eh....

space jam i believe i can fly- r kelly

2009-07-12T18:05:00.000-07:00

one of my favorite movie!!!

a short trip to taiping....tadaaa

2009-07-06T20:38:00.000-07:00

since we got nothing to do for this sunday and bored of going shopping in the few malls in penang, so i proposed that we go taiping...woah, it was like ages ago since i was there.....and by the way, i got to drive down to taiping, and this is my first time driving a longer distance using highways...however, i got a secret to tell which my dad dont even know...hehee

is just that, i m dont possess any driving license that day....remember i told about that period in between 'p' and 'non-p'...actually the date on my license started from monday ny...so sunday??? hahaa...i m illegal to drive..all this is because it renew my license few days earlier lol...my mum insists on taking the wheel once around the taiping lake coz we spotted few policemen was checking people at the roadside..phew, they didnt stop me...(told you...the 'p' sticker is useful sometimes..hehee)

we parked the car beside the lake and walked on foot.....wow, very very windy and i can feel cold wind...such a nice place, if i gt a house just opposite of the lake, how nice it would be yea....and the scenery is just so nice......much more nicer from what i saw last time.....

an then we went to the zoo...again...last year i went to the national zoo...hahaa

see the giraffe..so cute...

we were starving when we finally came out from the zoo...like the deer in it...so desperate for the leaves when i feed it...hehee...but we are not familiar with the town, so we just drove the car to whatever place we can find...and finally found this cafe...THE GATE CAFE...(heard of it,siew voon???).....erm..the food is not bad and i like the cheese cake there, as i ordered a slice of american cheese...yummy..so soft and sweet...and pretty too...

actually plan to go to taiping sentral.....but so many people and cars crowding at the entrance there...we cant even enter the parking lots...sobs sobs..never mind,anyway this is not planend as a shopping trip...but a relaxing and soothing one.....so after that, we just 'balik kampung'

surprised that it didnt rain when we were there....about half of the day...hmmm...can go home without sweat..huh..hahaa

something i dont like last time....hehee

2009-07-04T21:03:00.000-07:00

there is always something you Maybe do not like....but we can never say never, because we do not know when we will change or starting to love something you hate the most last time, so do i..

guys, have you heard of 'kuih bahulu'??? i m sure u had rite?? And did you notice there are stalls operate by malays that can be found in lots of supermarkets and malls that sell those 'kuih' only?? hehee...

i always dislike the smell when i walked past these stalls, coz it really smells nasty, not that i want to say so...so i never even walk near them and see how are their kuih looks like....arghh, just cant stand the smell of it and the look sometimes*..

but then, that day, yc sis bought a packet of that back home, it was packed in a paper bag so i didnt know what it was until i peeked inside and my first reaction was "eeewwww"......when my bro forced a piece of it into my mouth...ooo..ummmm...it was soft and not bad(i guessed)...haha, and maybe it was cold and i didnt smell anything weird...and it was soft like sponge..hehee

so, never say never huh..

Windy..

2009-07-04T12:47:00.000-07:00

a day before i am back in sp....

was watching gossip girl season one for the whole morning thru the net...it was errr...exciting for some part, but most of all i think that it is warm and nice...make me understand some things too....haha

woah, i will never know that outside is so windy if i didnt go out to collect the clothes, but i can feel haze though, hate it, makes people fall sick and dizzy, especially to eyes too....on the other way round makes me think about my campus back in some "jungle area"...hehee, not so bad though, just that we like to exaggerate about it sometimes, especially weekend back there, it was always quiet and WINDY!!!!yes, windy, lulls people to sleep...

ohh, miss the air there yet scared of going back...what an irony

yo...two years passed dy

2009-07-01T15:55:00.000-07:00

nothing big happened recently, ya.....watched transformer 2: revenge of the fallen.....very very nice, it was filled with actions throughout the whole two-hour-plus movie(that twins is especially cute**ice-cream car) and i was sitting at the third row from the front together with mummie, keke, and ichiey sis......just imagine that, we had to stress our neck leh...

the girl at the counter said....the first row is 25 feet from the screen...though...wahaha..

by the way.....i changed my "P" driving license today!!!!!!!!! i got the 'real' license dy....hehee....phew, after two years of 'under probation'....i m free now!!! or maybe i should say more free eh....

though my skill is no good yet, there is lotzzz to learn and take up....way to go....

anyway..yipee!!!

p/s: coz i renew the license few days earlier, so i cant drive within these few days until the date 6/7/09...haha...i m now in between 'p' and 'after p'

discoveries............

2009-07-01T00:58:00.000-07:00

i heard of this before....

discovery is a nice process, as well as waiting, coz you will never know what is awaiting ahead of you......

maybe it is something nice or what you expected but it may as well be the other way round, something you dont anticipated or worst something that you dont want at all....

when you discover more, you will get to know more about it, get closer to your goal and nearer to the ending when you know clearly about it without any doubts...

well, all this does need lots of time and the one and only one heart which truly believes in the thing in quest

and when you dont have more expectations you will not get more disappointment...

tribute to mr Michael jackson

2009-06-26T22:18:00.000-07:00

ohh....when it is 'the time' for something to happen, we cant avoid it nor run away from it
well, today will be such a memorable day----25 june 2009 which brings us a shocking news for people all over the world....the death of the well-known everlasting singer michael jackson...

maybe it is a very shocking and unexpected incident for us but it-death is something for everyone of us is going to face it and accept it....since the day when we were born, we are walking towards this way or direction as we get older and older, but death cannot be measured by age though

is it fate?? is it all arranged by the creator that we cant even make any efforts to change it??

dark is the absence of light, satan is the absence of god and death is the absence of life?? or the continuation of another life being??

i do not know anything about 'the death' and life after that, should we know about it??
i think what is more important and concerned is how we spend our life which is the only time we live in this world, breathe the fresh sweet air, taste the delicious and special delicacies and cuisine of the different part of the world, see the beautiful surrounding through our own eyes, and feel the different behaviour of different people......well this is life i always long to have and so live life the way you want would be the wisest thing to do when you are given the chance to do so...

one month plus to go before i am back in my uni.....entering degree course and for the first and foremost time be a real degree student....woohoo...cheer!!!!!! it has been more than half a year since i left there, wondering......wondering any changes will welcome me the moment i step into the only uni i had ever attend....ermmm....thinking....

however i guess i wont be scared by anything new there though after about eight months before i officially return as a student there.....things will still be the same except the new faces who will be my little juniors and now i will be the big sister for others, no longer the youngest student in the campus...oooo sobs sobs...signs which show that i m getting older and means i fool around so much, spending so much time doing nothing but self-pity now a bit.....whatever...i had been a student there and now i m coming back with a different id but with the same purpose....i knew that as long as i follow my will and decision made, i will go through this no matter how tough it looks to me, i had chose the path for my future and from now on.....no regrets no matter what happen or whatever people talk about....i will just be blind and deaf about it until my goal is achieved........

signed 26 june 2009

baggie-ssssss.....

2009-06-14T22:17:00.000-07:00

yea...bags..girls do like bags and now even guys have their style of choosing bags

from small little cutie bags----school bags----sling bags---baggage bags---and now handbags.....mummy always wanna me to get a handbag but when i go out me usually bring my wallet, nothing else, 'cause the most important stuff are all inside...hehee....ya, sometimes i do prefer a small handbags to keep some of my stuff so i do not need to keep everything inside my left and right pockets, it looks so big and stuffy....maybe goin to get one later when i truly found one----the right one...it shows some maturity....doesnt it...???

Randomness during these days….HOLIDAY

2009-06-11T22:46:00.000-07:00

Ummm………quite some time I didn’t do some real blogging…….but the days are all same like routine……waking up, jogging, breakfast or maybe brunch, and most of the day playing fish wrangler!!!!! Yea, my favorite game now…………in the morning I wake up really early, cant even see light in the sky…..jog around the field in front of my house, meeting up with neighbours and neighbors’ dogs……haha…..and one funny thing happened, one dog was jogging too I guessed, then out of nowhere, suddenly it bang me from behind…..hehee…..sleepy huh?? Just hit my leg la…..

Yupp, by the way, I m tearing off the sticker this July, hehee………..finally I am goin to end this two-year period without being involved in any unexpected events ya…..haha
Talking about kl, keke likes times square so much, because of one restaurant there, one Japanese restaurant, its name was like something Kikuzakura……he talks about it so much ever since the first time he visited that restaurant….especially the potato salad…okay fine, since it was being given so many praises, then I wanna try it so much…….last time is because I was schooling so no holidays, even I did have small breaks, there would be lots of activities and tuition…….so last year, we went down kl together, just for a few days, and this is the first time I went to the national museum too…..and the zoo…..saw plenty of cute cute animals

Of course we went to that restaurant to try out the so-called delicious dishes to savour the taste that was much talked about…….order a few dishes included that potato salad…….i pick up a spoonful……put it in my mouth……taste it carefully and thoroughly, chew it until it was passed down to esophagus without wasting any of it………….haa…..what is so special with that wor………..just a common potato salad……hehee, then keke was like so frus and keep saying that me dunno how to enjoy it…….bla bla blah….

aiksss......aiyoo

2009-06-05T22:16:00.000-07:00

please....people working at jpa offfice....can you guys be more environmental-friendly/ people-friendly/ applicant friendly....
gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND give a clearer picture of what you guys are talking about or doing....

oh my GOSH!!!!!!

2009-05-22T10:14:00.000-07:00

really glad today, guess that i had my most wanted present for ma' birthday.....
while steph was chatting with me this morning, she told me some "news"....yaaya, somebody got the offer letter, i was waiting too for it to come to my doorstep...thinking bout' it, i think i heard the postman just went hours ago, but so lazy to go collect yet

then my heart was beating hard, is it possible??is it??so i was running to go check the letter box...oh my..oh my...GOTTTTT IT!!!yaa, it is the letter from aimst....
my hands straight away became cold and at the same time shaking while opening the letter, wth, why so hard to open?? even now when i typing this blog, my hands still not accustomed to the news........serious man!!!!i got it...i got it...i got it..........

thank god and everything....called mum and dad, keke still sleeping, so didnt wake him up...
p/s: steph, you are my lucky star!!!!!love you much more!!!!!

BiG WorlD, smalL worlD

2009-05-15T22:35:00.000-07:00

when I was small, friends I knew were from the same town and many from the same residential area, but we didn’t know that until we saw each other address while filling up some forms for school…….for one true incident, the girl who sat beside me when I was Form four was from the same housing area as me, she just lived blocks away from me!!!! But it was after half of the year had passed, only we knew we live in the same neighbourhood……so then we started car-pooling when going school and tuitions……haha(we all know how to save cost)
woah, I never met her before in my ‘taman’…….how could that be ah?? Unbelievable….. even though I always go to the supermarket, ‘kopitiams’, grocery shops in my housing area……………..….haa

however, last Sunday, which was the day we went celebrate mummy’s day at autocity, I met friends that never seen for 9 years…………………..what a………….don’t know what to say, we know each other only about one week, or can say that we spend one whole week together when we went for vacation in Beijing in year 2000, exactly 9 years ago…………….actually the one who remembers us recognized my bro first…..

he came from behind and tapped keke shoulder, asked ‘have u been to Beijing in 2000’………..when I heard that, I thought he was my bro’s friend, and thought that he went Olympic in Beijing coz I straight away relate Beijing to Olympic….haha
we are stunted…..speechless, for few seconds, and my bro started scratching his head, thinking hard……..really hard while I still getting blurred, thinking about Olympic….????
After much “Haaaa……” and “ohhhhh”……. We managed to identify each other………

wow….what can I say….what if we didn’t have dinner there? What if we go back home straight after dinner coz there was a wonderful cake awaiting us at home(I bought…hehe)? What if I didn’t spend so long a time at the flea market nearby? What if ………………then I don’t think we can met these long long ago friends………he still remembered my nickname that time….’ red apple’….(in chinese)…………indeed, both of us(same age) stretched a lot……..he even taller than my bro…..

Wow……sweet memories

Bye, bloggie

joy and sorrow.....nothing

2009-05-10T21:35:00.000-07:00

I was always so naïve, always think that there is only joy in the world, however in the reality, there is more sorrow than joy, some more the sorrow really penetrate deep into my heart, into the core of myself, I can feel that something inside wanna break my heart, something heavy pressing against me, forcing me to accept that this is the truth, telling me not to dream about stuff that won’t happen anyway………..
I felt boring when reading the second book of twilight series, ‘new moon’, especially the first part of the book where edward left bella suddenly………..giving some reason that couldn’t be accept anyhow……..though this kind of sorrow is not because of the same situation, but at this moment I felt it the same……..i m somehow frus at myself why can’t I do something to correct the situation which I know how to do it……hopeless……now